Saturday, June 13, 2015

What I would have loved to know before joining University

It is a hard decision to make at age 18, on whether you would like to pursue Science, Engineering or Medicine. For many others, the options even extend into Arts, Law, Humanities, Commerce and Entertainment. Fortunately for me, my childhood experiences had revealed to me my fascination with Science and Mathematics. And hence, this article is going to be restricted to adressing the choice between the fields that I felt I would like to choose from. You might not find this article helpful, if you feel your options extend beyond the sciences, and hence I encourage you to search out for other sources.

Some of the "words-of-wisdom" I heard from the elders at that time could be enumerated as follows:
1. If you pursue Engineering, you will graduate in just 4 years, and you can get a good job immediately after that.
2. If you choose Medicine, it amounts to continuing an education upto age 30 or more, before you can actually start your practice and settle down.
3. What about the Pure Sciences? Well, you might be interested in the subject, but if you are searching for a job, you might as well be sure to have learned a little bit of Mathematics and Computer Programming.

But, before we go into dissecting all these suggestions made by the adults, ( a group that I presently identify myself with ...), I would like to address certain points that are common to all fields of study. This might help layout a particular context, to guide your thoughts about what choices to make.

In the grand scheme of things, our education is meant to ensure the "building up of character". And most-often, the 18 years of schooling is sufficient to build character and personality. Childhood is the best time to focus on building up of skills in the sciences, arts, music and sports. And through the innumerable demands of school life, and our personal indulgences during our leisure hours, we build up our sense of personality, our fantasies and our dreams.

Undergraduate Education is a different ball game altogether. It falls under the umbrella of Professional Education. What this means - is that it's an educational experience, that helps create a Professional - a person who shall be engaged in Professional roles in the Economy, of any country of her choosing . The Professions that people aspire to join are - Medicine, Engineering, Science, Management, Law, Civil Services. These professions demand a certain level of competence in your subject of specialization, so that you may execute your responsibilities and deliver results, in the jobs that you shall be handling after graduation. Many fields of work or employment, do not really fall under the umbrella of a 'Professional Role'.

So, why does one aspire to enter into one of these Professions? To earn a livelihood - one has to make a choice between a Career and a Job. Jobs are contracts of employment, that are short-term, and that help to meet an immediate demand, within your workplace. A career, however, is a long-term plan, where one person enters a particular Industry, and can envision a sequence of advancements(promotions), up the hierarchical ladder of authority and power, in organizations within society. You might start at the bottom, of the ladder, but in 3-5 years, you become a team leader, then move up into Managerial roles, and so on.

However, consider the other sort of jobs you come across in daily life - a carpenter, a barber, a cook, a plumber/technician, an airport assistant, etc. They are all skilled workers, and experts in the work they do. However, there really isn't a particular trajectory that they can follow, to rise up the corporate ladder, even if the ladder exists. They might have to really struggle and fight their way, to make their presence felt, to make the value of their contributions evident. And its, only over a long period of time - say 15-20 years, can they really reach a level of social recognition and a sense of achievement. Most often than not, they have to build up their own enterprise and as their organization grows, their competence and their responsibilities grow with it. Its a respectable thing - to be an entrepreneur, to be an employer, rather than an employee. And often, that brings more professional satisfaction too. However, sometimes, its much less troublesome, to identify where a particular trajectory/path has already been established, and then get onto theat path and become the best among those running that race/marathon. That's where the pursuit of professional success, in professions of Engineering, Medicine, etc come in. ( I have not addressed the role of Entrepreneurship and Leadership. To keep this missive simple, I have chosen to overlook certain points regarding Professionalism and Entrepreneurial engagement.)

Each of these professions, requires that you continuously update your knowledge and skills, with the tools and techniques to be used, along with the advances in science/math that help unravel new truths, and new methods of problem solving in these fields. The faster you grow up in an organization, the better your social reputation, the higher your pay, and the greater the amount of leisure time - you can demand for yourself and your family. This enables you to support all those people whom you consider belong to you - your family, friends, colleagues, etc.

It is important to note that after age 18 years, you are slowly moving into the realm of the adults. The ball-game of the adult life is quite different from the life of a child. And though, we can assume that the University education, shall help transition all the children into purposeful and productive agents, I believe that is still an fantasy. The processes in our society, haven't really developed much to ensure this transition in a healthy way. And often-times, most children are left to the circumstances they find themselves in, to handle the psychological and phsyiological demands that are placed on them during this transition. The adults we become, as a result, is an adult shaped by - the circumstances that the children find themselves in, the chioces they make at every step, the lessons they learn from their exposure to different aspects of society, and the social interactions they have with the people they meet in their daily lives.

And as your sense of identity, changes and evolves during this period of transition to adulthood - comprising the ages from 18yrs to 25yrs (sometimes extending to 30yrs and beyond) - your priorities, your goals, your hopes and your ambitions shall change too. And at each stage, you are responsible for the choices you make. Your successes and your failures become the burdens that you need to carry - you are solely responsible for them. And hence realize that, everything you do from the moment you enter University, is an act of responsibility. You need to choose what you would like to consider responsible towards, while you observe the changes you shall be going through at a personal level.

And its true, life isn't all that rosy. You will face challenges and stumbling blocks in every path you take. Your parents will try to take responsibility for your mishaps, for your misfortunes and your failures. Sometimes, you might even tend to take the easy route of putting the blame on them for everything that you feel is going wrong in your life. That's all a part of the process of growing up, until the day arrives, when you realize that you are responsible for who you have become ever since you left the safe nest that your parents had built up for you.

Remember, a large fraction of your adult life will be spent in the profession you choose for yourself. And its true, while financial rewards, does help satisfy certain needs, and also helps soothe out your social sphere of existence, you will also realize that there's a 'part-of-you' that is accessible to you alone. No one else, including your siblings, your parents and your dear ones can access that part of your self. And then you have to answer, that person inside you, whether you are doing what you like, what fascinates you, or are you being forced by circumstances and your environment to keep behaving in certain ways?

As you mature into an adult, your sense of self, your independent will, shall get nurtured. And you will realize that its important to stay true to yourself, because, you are the only person who truly understands yourself.

One of the best ways to do this, is to not to undermine yourself. Respect yourself, believe in your strengths and your gifts. And then work towards improving them, becoming a better human being. The only person you really have to compete with, is yourself. Do not rely on anyone, even your Professors, etc.

Life is not going to be an extended School. The people you meet, have their own problems to deal with. That doesn't mean they will not be there to help you, when you ask for help or guidance. It only means that no one will be there to plan your life, for you - like your parents seem to be doing. Most people will be too engrossed in their own life problems, to really think and advice you on the steps you can take to better yourself. Hence, you need to be the captain of your own ship, seek out personal growth and then take help from friends, family, acquaintance when in need for a discussion, clarification, etc. The world isn't filled with rotten people. No, there's a lot of Good out there. The only problem is that we are generally too weak, or immature to realize all this, when we are caught up in our challenges.

Its an exciting phase of life you are entering now. And a lot of things about yourself - the future trajectory of your life, shall be shaped by the decisions you take from this time onwards. Do not be afraid. Be brave, trust the person you are now, to help you make your informed decisions. And stand strong in the path you choose. There's no right or wrong decisions. Your responses to your circumstances, and your personal efforts shall help you give meaning and value to everything you do. The past cannot be changed, but you can always be hopeful and ambitious, and try to achieve your aspirations, while you grow up into a better human being.

I really hope this helps you think about the phase of life you are entering into. And then, it might also help settle down some of the nervousness that's involved while making these decisions. Do write to me if you have any concerns or if you would just like to brainstorm on something.

Keep an open mind and an open heart. That's the best one can do to live in this brutal world.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

In Memorium

To be lying there with a heavy heart,
having had his soul bled out through his tears,
what else could he do, for neither his words,
nor his actions, nor the deeds of his past,
had any meaning or made a difference,
the memories were just what it seemed
like now, whispers of a silent dream,
that one yearns to hold on to, to cherish and remember,
but which eventually evades one's reach.

And then what can one do,
with a reality that's made of broken dreams and shattered promises,
but slowly mend the wounds in the heart,
as the days go by, the needle pierces to take the suture in,
it pierces again to bring it out,
and as the blood drips into the small pool beside,
he could only stare and stare into himself,
for the outside was without light, without warmth and without dreams.

Hers was a different world now,
where the past was just a memory,
and the present a world of new dreams -
with castles one built up towards the sky.
She wished the same for him and said so outrightly,
but if only she truly understood the reality they shared
was but not the same in hue and shade.

How could things have turned out this way?
He asks her and she tries to convince.
She asks him and he searches in the silence.
Neither know what had made that flame,
that once lighted their spirits,
a flame that kept them warm in their solitude,
a flame that gave hope even in their separation,
to slowly wean away and break into a silent smoke.

They try to talk, to plead against their stars,
that the wounds might be fresh and open,
the blood might yet drip on,
and new dreams might be nurtured
upon those trampled ones of yesteryear,
but yet those memories were real.
They ask to let what's done not shear their trust,
that as friends maybe they can see,
each other in the other's eyes.

But, alas, who shall guide them ahead?
For time is the tyrant of the many,
who colludes with one's memory and weakness in spirit,
to erase away the beauty, the hope and the memories.
As humans, we are a fickle being,
in the steady truth we believe,
but in our capricious whims we deceive,
ourselves most and more so our selves to be.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Terry Fox Chennai Run 2011: 6000m - 60min

Today was my first public run in India. Terry Fox Chennai 2011 was
held today morning(0800-1100hrs) at IIT Madras Campus.It was meant to
be a run of 6km and I sure was glad to see about 6000 people turn up
for the event- men,women and children. I guess the magnitude and reach
of this run has been increasing since its inception in 2008, only due
to support of Chennai Rotary Club. If it was any other event within
IIT Premises, I would most likely expect only the denizens of the
campus to turn up. But today, well it was different. People from all
academia, the corporate and the general public were mobilized for the
cause. The sheer delight was however the chance to see boys and girls
come over for the run, and instead of standing aside for the adults,
they joined in on their roller blades, skates, skating boards and
cycles. Pure genius:)

I am sure something has really changed for the better for Chennai; the
weather has changed and we're observing the Monsoons here just like in
Kerala and Roorkee. I've seen Chennai at its worst summer, but to
realize that I'm not living in the Chennai that my fathers knew, a
Chennai that's got the weather of Kerala does make me a lot happier.We
had inclement weather yesterday night, but fortunately we didn't have
any showers during the day. The skies were cloudy and on the verge of
bursting out, but a clement Will held back all that fury. However, I
do believe in what the organizers said, given an unusual monsoon in
Chennai, no Chennaite would seek cover from the rains, its a blessing
that they'd love to run into.

Since it was my first run, I believe I can take the liberty to be a
little critical about the way the run was organized. The point of
Start and Return was the OAT Theatre which was apt given the scale of
the event. What was annoying was the choice of the start gate, which
was a pretty narrow FAMILY GATE at the Nort-west side of the Theatre.
The run was scheduled to start at 0800hrs, but the fact that for a
Corporate sponsored event, you needed the men at the top to show their
swagger, talk a few trivial words, suggest the backing their
organization gives to a cause without well true emotion/commitment
does put one off. Somehow, I really do wish I lived to see Terry Fox
Run his own Marathon, to speak his own mind, to let his deep emotion
and faith give him the strength to light all the hearts around him for
the cause of Cancer. Its inspiring to run, but to run with an Inspired
One, that's the greatest privilege of all.

The Terry Fox Chennai Run was ideated by this boy of 15yrs from Dubai,
Akash Dubey. He was diagonized with cancer at age 15( 5yrs back or so)
and its when he began undergoing treatment for cancer, that he sought
out guidance and company from many others who have walked that lonely
path. He came across Terry Fox's Marathon of Hope, and with the
guidance of his parents he braved up to organize a run in Chennai. I
guess it helped that his mom was an IIT Madras alumnus, who then
turned back to IITM to help her out with this challenge. And I guess
the rest is history.

What's inspiring is that as kids in the Middle East you grow up in a
different culture, a culture of limited interaction. There's little
that happens there which can inspire you. You'd rather seek out
guidance rather than watch someone do something that challenges your
belief of what it means to be a part of the world.I guess on the same
thread, there's little that can totally challenge you to question a
lot of your own beliefs and indoctrinations. And now, after all these
years, the youth in Dubai and I'm sure the other Gulf countries will
soon take the courage, to climb higher by challenging the stage upon
which they were born. I do believe the life and culture of the
expatriate community in the Middle East is going to change, especially
since the spread of Internet and Communication shall bring greater
access to information about the world to them. I personally feel the
middle east is a good place to grow up, unlike India, it provides an
artificial coccoon within which you can have the comforts of a good
lifestyle, and now information, but suffer from the less diversity of
profession/career choices. You tend to experience a world of
engineers,medical practicioners and accountants, and miss out on the
world of arts, sciences and law. Looking back, I guess that's what
India gives us - it helps you to know that there's diversity in
everything. We just need to make a choice and run. Anywyas, I only
hope this realization sets in among the youth and the parents there..
of what's in stake and what's in store.

Well after that strange digression, I'd say that I had an oppurtunity
to talk with Akash Dubey. He looked lean but confident and seriously,
I loved his swagger. He spoke in a controlled low voice, but spoke
with conviction and certainty. It touched me a lot, to see kids from
the MiddleEast exude this confidence when they have move down into the
challenge that India is to them.Its proof of how things are changing
for the better.There's another chap called Nikhil who was diagnosed
with Sarcoma, who's under treatment now, but also hopes to start off
the Bangalore Run for Cancer, to raise funds for research. Its a run
for hope for those afflicted.

The question does arise, if we are the blessed few with no disease, no
affliction, no handicap of the sort we look as challenges that life
throws on individuals - for what shall we run? For what personal
agenda can we run and inspire many others to join? Is there something
that links us all? Well there might be, but I fear there's going to be
little Institutional support for what that value will be. I do hope I
get the answer to that question someday, but for now, I am happy to
just be a Runner. I would encourage you all to take to this as a way
of life - a daily meditation while on the run. I've seen both sides of
the river - a passive life and a vibrant one, and I assure you the
vibe of running is worth living for.

Friday, March 25, 2011

From a lonely silence

There's a silence, that I haven't heard for long
once, long ago, when I hadn't asked for it
I was shown what it meant to be
alone in a silence that was dark,
and now, I see it again.
once it was the calmness that I sought,
and now, I see it again, but the calm escapes me.

Every thought, every memory of that dreaded fear,
pricks, no pinches, no crushes..
that little beating muscle I know is caged within.
The pain makes it real, and if not for the pain,
how would i have known?
Pain's not a distant cousin, but a close twin
of yes, the very thing called love.

My mind's numb, it knows the time moves past
the world spins and the stars shine,
with every mortal, the universe outside ticks again,
only to witness a turmoil in my universe within.
How clever is He to have us made to just see
what's beyond, what's outside, what's apart
and not feel that which rests,
within, inside at depths that make all the difference.

I stand witness to a conflict, between armies
while one stands to clothe thoughts in words,
the other suggests silence, as the cure for all.
"Silence is golden",says the seer,
and I believe there is wisdom in it;
For while the truth is hidden, so is falsehood.
..unbiased, untainted, truly its priceless.

It is often that I have sought inspiration,
for the world to evoke my heart to speak,
to have the mind submit to my heart..
and now, when all I want is to disperse
as stardust, caught in the mist of the night,
I am compelled to inscribe
of the loneliness i feel
when I am without you.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

The American Scholar ~ Emerson

An Oration delivered before the Phi Beta Kappa Society, at Cambridge, August 31, 1837

(Source: http://www.emersoncentral.com/amscholar.htm )

Mr. President and Gentlemen,

I greet you on the re-commencement of our literary year. Our anniversary is one of hope, and, perhaps, not enough of labor. We do not meet for games of strength or skill, for the recitation of histories, tragedies, and odes, like the ancient Greeks; for parliaments of love and poesy, like the Troubadours; nor for the advancement of science, like our cotemporaries in the British and European capitals. Thus far, our holiday has been simply a friendly sign of the survival of the love of letters amongst a people too busy to give to letters any more. As such, it is precious as the sign of an indestructible instinct. Perhaps the time is already come, when it ought to be, and will be, something else; when the sluggard intellect of this continent will look from under its iron lids, and fill the postponed expectation of the world with something better than the exertions of mechanical skill. Our day of dependence, our long apprenticeship to the learning of other lands, draws to a close. The millions, that around us are rushing into life, cannot always be fed on the sere remains of foreign harvests. Events, actions arise, that must be sung, that will sing themselves. Who can doubt, that poetry will revive and lead in a new age, as the star in the constellation Harp, which now flames in our zenith, astronomers announce, shall one day be the pole-star for a thousand years?

In this hope, I accept the topic which not only usage, but the nature of our association, seem to prescribe to this day, — the AMERICAN SCHOLAR. Year by year, we come up hither to read one more chapter of his biography. Let us inquire what light new days and events have thrown on his character, and his hopes.

It is one of those fables, which, out of an unknown antiquity, convey an unlooked-for wisdom, that the gods, in the beginning, divided Man into men, that he might be more helpful to himself; just as the hand was divided into fingers, the better to answer its end.

The old fable covers a doctrine ever new and sublime; that there is One Man, — present to all particular men only partially, or through one faculty; and that you must take the whole society to find the whole man. Man is not a farmer, or a professor, or an engineer, but he is all. Man is priest, and scholar, and statesman, and producer, and soldier. In the divided or social state, these functions are parcelled out to individuals, each of whom aims to do his stint of the joint work, whilst each other performs his. The fable implies, that the individual, to possess himself, must sometimes return from his own labor to embrace all the other laborers. But unfortunately, this original unit, this fountain of power, has been so distributed to multitudes, has been so minutely subdivided and peddled out, that it is spilled into drops, and cannot be gathered. The state of society is one in which the members have suffered amputation from the trunk, and strut about so many walking monsters, — a good finger, a neck, a stomach, an elbow, but never a man.

Man is thus metamorphosed into a thing, into many things. The planter, who is Man sent out into the field to gather food, is seldom cheered by any idea of the true dignity of his ministry. He sees his bushel and his cart, and nothing beyond, and sinks into the farmer, instead of Man on the farm. The tradesman scarcely ever gives an ideal worth to his work, but is ridden by the routine of his craft, and the soul is subject to dollars. The priest becomes a form; the attorney, a statute-book; the mechanic, a machine; the sailor, a rope of a ship.

In this distribution of functions, the scholar is the delegated intellect. In the right state, he is, Man Thinking. In the degenerate state, when the victim of society, he tends to become a mere thinker, or, still worse, the parrot of other men's thinking.

In this view of him, as Man Thinking, the theory of his office is contained. Him nature solicits with all her placid, all her monitory pictures; him the past instructs; him the future invites. Is not, indeed, every man a student, and do not all things exist for the student's behoof? And, finally, is not the true scholar the only true master? But the old oracle said, `All things have two handles: beware of the wrong one.' In life, too often, the scholar errs with mankind and forfeits his privilege. Let us see him in his school, and consider him in reference to the main influences he receives.

I. The first in time and the first in importance of the influences upon the mind is that of nature. Every day, the sun; and, after sunset, night and her stars. Ever the winds blow; ever the grass grows. Every day, men and women, conversing, beholding and beholden. The scholar is he of all men whom this spectacle most engages. He must settle its value in his mind. What is nature to him? There is never a beginning, there is never an end, to the inexplicable continuity of this web of God, but always circular power returning into itself. Therein it resembles his own spirit, whose beginning, whose ending, he never can find, — so entire, so boundless. Far, too, as her splendors shine, system on system shooting like rays, upward, downward, without centre, without circumference, — in the mass and in the particle, nature hastens to render account of herself to the mind. Classification begins. To the young mind, every thing is individual, stands by itself. By and by, it finds how to join two things, and see in them one nature; then three, then three thousand; and so, tyrannized over by its own unifying instinct, it goes on tying things together, diminishing anomalies, discovering roots running under ground, whereby contrary and remote things cohere, and flower out from one stem. It presently learns, that, since the dawn of history, there has been a constant accumulation and classifying of facts. But what is classification but the perceiving that these objects are not chaotic, and are not foreign, but have a law which is also a law of the human mind? The astronomer discovers that geometry, a pure abstraction of the human mind, is the measure of planetary motion. The chemist finds proportions and intelligible method throughout matter; and science is nothing but the finding of analogy, identity, in the most remote parts. The ambitious soul sits down before each refractory fact; one after another, reduces all strange constitutions, all new powers, to their class and their law, and goes on for ever to animate the last fibre of organization, the outskirts of nature, by insight.

Thus to him, to this school-boy under the bending dome of day, is suggested, that he and it proceed from one root; one is leaf and one is flower; relation, sympathy, stirring in every vein. And what is that Root? Is not that the soul of his soul? — A thought too bold, — a dream too wild. Yet when this spiritual light shall have revealed the law of more earthly natures, — when he has learned to worship the soul, and to see that the natural philosophy that now is, is only the first gropings of its gigantic hand, he shall look forward to an ever expanding knowledge as to a becoming creator. He shall see, that nature is the opposite of the soul, answering to it part for part. One is seal, and one is print. Its beauty is the beauty of his own mind. Its laws are the laws of his own mind. Nature then becomes to him the measure of his attainments. So much of nature as he is ignorant of, so much of his own mind does he not yet possess. And, in fine, the ancient precept, "Know thyself," and the modern precept, "Study nature," become at last one maxim.

II. The next great influence into the spirit of the scholar, is, the mind of the Past, — in whatever form, whether of literature, of art, of institutions, that mind is inscribed. Books are the best type of the influence of the past, and perhaps we shall get at the truth, — learn the amount of this influence more conveniently, — by considering their value alone.

The theory of books is noble. The scholar of the first age received into him the world around; brooded thereon; gave it the new arrangement of his own mind, and uttered it again. It came into him, life; it went out from him, truth. It came to him, short-lived actions; it went out from him, immortal thoughts. It came to him, business; it went from him, poetry. It was dead fact; now, it is quick thought. It can stand, and it can go. It now endures, it now flies, it now inspires. Precisely in proportion to the depth of mind from which it issued, so high does it soar, so long does it sing.

Or, I might say, it depends on how far the process had gone, of transmuting life into truth. In proportion to the completeness of the distillation, so will the purity and imperishableness of the product be. But none is quite perfect. As no air-pump can by any means make a perfect vacuum, so neither can any artist entirely exclude the conventional, the local, the perishable from his book, or write a book of pure thought, that shall be as efficient, in all respects, to a remote posterity, as to cotemporaries, or rather to the second age. Each age, it is found, must write its own books; or rather, each generation for the next succeeding. The books of an older period will not fit this.

Yet hence arises a grave mischief. The sacredness which attaches to the act of creation, — the act of thought, — is transferred to the record. The poet chanting, was felt to be a divine man: henceforth the chant is divine also. The writer was a just and wise spirit: henceforward it is settled, the book is perfect; as love of the hero corrupts into worship of his statue. Instantly, the book becomes noxious: the guide is a tyrant. The sluggish and perverted mind of the multitude, slow to open to the incursions of Reason, having once so opened, having once received this book, stands upon it, and makes an outcry, if it is disparaged. Colleges are built on it. Books are written on it by thinkers, not by Man Thinking; by men of talent, that is, who start wrong, who set out from accepted dogmas, not from their own sight of principles. Meek young men grow up in libraries, believing it their duty to accept the views, which Cicero, which Locke, which Bacon, have given, forgetful that Cicero, Locke, and Bacon were only young men in libraries, when they wrote these books.

Hence, instead of Man Thinking, we have the bookworm. Hence, the book-learned class, who value books, as such; not as related to nature and the human constitution, but as making a sort of Third Estate with the world and the soul. Hence, the restorers of readings, the emendators, the bibliomaniacs of all degrees.

Books are the best of things, well used; abused, among the worst. What is the right use? What is the one end, which all means go to effect? They are for nothing but to inspire. I had better never see a book, than to be warped by its attraction clean out of my own orbit, and made a satellite instead of a system. The one thing in the world, of value, is the active soul. This every man is entitled to; this every man contains within him, although, in almost all men, obstructed, and as yet unborn. The soul active sees absolute truth; and utters truth, or creates. In this action, it is genius; not the privilege of here and there a favorite, but the sound estate of every man. In its essence, it is progressive. The book, the college, the school of art, the institution of any kind, stop with some past utterance of genius. This is good, say they, — let us hold by this. They pin me down. They look backward and not forward. But genius looks forward: the eyes of man are set in his forehead, not in his hindhead: man hopes: genius creates. Whatever talents may be, if the man create not, the pure efflux of the Deity is not his; — cinders and smoke there may be, but not yet flame. There are creative manners, there are creative actions, and creative words; manners, actions, words, that is, indicative of no custom or authority, but springing spontaneous from the mind's own sense of good and fair.

On the other part, instead of being its own seer, let it receive from another mind its truth, though it were in torrents of light, without periods of solitude, inquest, and self-recovery, and a fatal disservice is done. Genius is always sufficiently the enemy of genius by over influence. The literature of every nation bear me witness. The English dramatic poets have Shakspearized now for two hundred years.

Undoubtedly there is a right way of reading, so it be sternly subordinated. Man Thinking must not be subdued by his instruments. Books are for the scholar's idle times. When he can read God directly, the hour is too precious to be wasted in other men's transcripts of their readings. But when the intervals of darkness come, as come they must, — when the sun is hid, and the stars withdraw their shining, — we repair to the lamps which were kindled by their ray, to guide our steps to the East again, where the dawn is. We hear, that we may speak. The Arabian proverb says, "A fig tree, looking on a fig tree, becometh fruitful."

It is remarkable, the character of the pleasure we derive from the best books. They impress us with the conviction, that one nature wrote and the same reads. We read the verses of one of the great English poets, of Chaucer, of Marvell, of Dryden, with the most modern joy, — with a pleasure, I mean, which is in great part caused by the abstraction of all time from their verses. There is some awe mixed with the joy of our surprise, when this poet, who lived in some past world, two or three hundred years ago, says that which lies close to my own soul, that which I also had wellnigh thought and said. But for the evidence thence afforded to the philosophical doctrine of the identity of all minds, we should suppose some preestablished harmony, some foresight of souls that were to be, and some preparation of stores for their future wants, like the fact observed in insects, who lay up food before death for the young grub they shall never see.

I would not be hurried by any love of system, by any exaggeration of instincts, to underrate the Book. We all know, that, as the human body can be nourished on any food, though it were boiled grass and the broth of shoes, so the human mind can be fed by any knowledge. And great and heroic men have existed, who had almost no other information than by the printed page. I only would say, that it needs a strong head to bear that diet. One must be an inventor to read well. As the proverb says, "He that would bring home the wealth of the Indies, must carry out the wealth of the Indies." There is then creative reading as well as creative writing. When the mind is braced by labor and invention, the page of whatever book we read becomes luminous with manifold allusion. Every sentence is doubly significant, and the sense of our author is as broad as the world. We then see, what is always true, that, as the seer's hour of vision is short and rare among heavy days and months, so is its record, perchance, the least part of his volume. The discerning will read, in his Plato or Shakspeare, only that least part, — only the authentic utterances of the oracle; — all the rest he rejects, were it never so many times Plato's and Shakspeare's.

Of course, there is a portion of reading quite indispensable to a wise man. History and exact science he must learn by laborious reading. Colleges, in like manner, have their indispensable office, — to teach elements. But they can only highly serve us, when they aim not to drill, but to create; when they gather from far every ray of various genius to their hospitable halls, and, by the concentrated fires, set the hearts of their youth on flame. Thought and knowledge are natures in which apparatus and pretension avail nothing. Gowns, and pecuniary foundations, though of towns of gold, can never countervail the least sentence or syllable of wit. Forget this, and our American colleges will recede in their public importance, whilst they grow richer every year.

III. There goes in the world a notion, that the scholar should be a recluse, a valetudinarian, — as unfit for any handiwork or public labor, as a penknife for an axe. The so-called `practical men' sneer at speculative men, as if, because they speculate or see, they could do nothing. I have heard it said that the clergy, — who are always, more universally than any other class, the scholars of their day, — are addressed as women; that the rough, spontaneous conversation of men they do not hear, but only a mincing and diluted speech. They are often virtually disfranchised; and, indeed, there are advocates for their celibacy. As far as this is true of the studious classes, it is not just and wise. Action is with the scholar subordinate, but it is essential. Without it, he is not yet man. Without it, thought can never ripen into truth. Whilst the world hangs before the eye as a cloud of beauty, we cannot even see its beauty. Inaction is cowardice, but there can be no scholar without the heroic mind. The preamble of thought, the transition through which it passes from the unconscious to the conscious, is action. Only so much do I know, as I have lived. Instantly we know whose words are loaded with life, and whose not.

The world, — this shadow of the soul, or other me, lies wide around. Its attractions are the keys which unlock my thoughts and make me acquainted with myself. I run eagerly into this resounding tumult. I grasp the hands of those next me, and take my place in the ring to suffer and to work, taught by an instinct, that so shall the dumb abyss be vocal with speech. I pierce its order; I dissipate its fear; I dispose of it within the circuit of my expanding life. So much only of life as I know by experience, so much of the wilderness have I vanquished and planted, or so far have I extended my being, my dominion. I do not see how any man can afford, for the sake of his nerves and his nap, to spare any action in which he can partake. It is pearls and rubies to his discourse. Drudgery, calamity, exasperation, want, are instructers in eloquence and wisdom. The true scholar grudges every opportunity of action past by, as a loss of power.

It is the raw material out of which the intellect moulds her splendid products. A strange process too, this, by which experience is converted into thought, as a mulberry leaf is converted into satin. The manufacture goes forward at all hours.

The actions and events of our childhood and youth, are now matters of calmest observation. They lie like fair pictures in the air. Not so with our recent actions, — with the business which we now have in hand. On this we are quite unable to speculate. Our affections as yet circulate through it. We no more feel or know it, than we feel the feet, or the hand, or the brain of our body. The new deed is yet a part of life, — remains for a time immersed in our unconscious life. In some contemplative hour, it detaches itself from the life like a ripe fruit, to become a thought of the mind. Instantly, it is raised, transfigured; the corruptible has put on incorruption. Henceforth it is an object of beauty, however base its origin and neighborhood. Observe, too, the impossibility of antedating this act. In its grub state, it cannot fly, it cannot shine, it is a dull grub. But suddenly, without observation, the selfsame thing unfurls beautiful wings, and is an angel of wisdom. So is there no fact, no event, in our private history, which shall not, sooner or later, lose its adhesive, inert form, and astonish us by soaring from our body into the empyrean. Cradle and infancy, school and playground, the fear of boys, and dogs, and ferules, the love of little maids and berries, and many another fact that once filled the whole sky, are gone already; friend and relative, profession and party, town and country, nation and world, must also soar and sing.

Of course, he who has put forth his total strength in fit actions, has the richest return of wisdom. I will not shut myself out of this globe of action, and transplant an oak into a flower-pot, there to hunger and pine; nor trust the revenue of some single faculty, and exhaust one vein of thought, much like those Savoyards, who, getting their livelihood by carving shepherds, shepherdesses, and smoking Dutchmen, for all Europe, went out one day to the mountain to find stock, and discovered that they had whittled up the last of their pine-trees. Authors we have, in numbers, who have written out their vein, and who, moved by a commendable prudence, sail for Greece or Palestine, follow the trapper into the prairie, or ramble round Algiers, to replenish their merchantable stock.

If it were only for a vocabulary, the scholar would be covetous of action. Life is our dictionary. Years are well spent in country labors; in town, — in the insight into trades and manufactures; in frank intercourse with many men and women; in science; in art; to the one end of mastering in all their facts a language by which to illustrate and embody our perceptions. I learn immediately from any speaker how much he has already lived, through the poverty or the splendor of his speech. Life lies behind us as the quarry from whence we get tiles and copestones for the masonry of to-day. This is the way to learn grammar. Colleges and books only copy the language which the field and the work-yard made.

But the final value of action, like that of books, and better than books, is, that it is a resource. That great principle of Undulation in nature, that shows itself in the inspiring and expiring of the breath; in desire and satiety; in the ebb and flow of the sea; in day and night; in heat and cold; and as yet more deeply ingrained in every atom and every fluid, is known to us under the name of Polarity, — these "fits of easy transmission and reflection," as Newton called them, are the law of nature because they are the law of spirit.

The mind now thinks; now acts; and each fit reproduces the other. When the artist has exhausted his materials, when the fancy no longer paints, when thoughts are no longer apprehended, and books are a weariness, — he has always the resource to live. Character is higher than intellect. Thinking is the function. Living is the functionary. The stream retreats to its source. A great soul will be strong to live, as well as strong to think. Does he lack organ or medium to impart his truths? He can still fall back on this elemental force of living them. This is a total act. Thinking is a partial act. Let the grandeur of justice shine in his affairs. Let the beauty of affection cheer his lowly roof. Those 'far from fame,' who dwell and act with him, will feel the force of his constitution in the doings and passages of the day better than it can be measured by any public and designed display. Time shall teach him, that the scholar loses no hour which the man lives. Herein he unfolds the sacred germ of his instinct, screened from influence. What is lost in seemliness is gained in strength. Not out of those, on whom systems of education have exhausted their culture, comes the helpful giant to destroy the old or to build the new, but out of unhandselled savage nature, out of terrible Druids and Berserkirs, come at last Alfred and Shakspeare.

I hear therefore with joy whatever is beginning to be said of the dignity and necessity of labor to every citizen. There is virtue yet in the hoe and the spade, for learned as well as for unlearned hands. And labor is everywhere welcome; always we are invited to work; only be this limitation observed, that a man shall not for the sake of wider activity sacrifice any opinion to the popular judgments and modes of action.

I have now spoken of the education of the scholar by nature, by books, and by action. It remains to say somewhat of his duties.

They are such as become Man Thinking. They may all be comprised in self-trust. The office of the scholar is to cheer, to raise, and to guide men by showing them facts amidst appearances. He plies the slow, unhonored, and unpaid task of observation. Flamsteed and Herschel, in their glazed observatories, may catalogue the stars with the praise of all men, and, the results being splendid and useful, honor is sure. But he, in his private observatory, cataloguing obscure and nebulous stars of the human mind, which as yet no man has thought of as such, — watching days and months, sometimes, for a few facts; correcting still his old records; — must relinquish display and immediate fame. In the long period of his preparation, he must betray often an ignorance and shiftlessness in popular arts, incurring the disdain of the able who shoulder him aside. Long he must stammer in his speech; often forego the living for the dead. Worse yet, he must accept, — how often! poverty and solitude. For the ease and pleasure of treading the old road, accepting the fashions, the education, the religion of society, he takes the cross of making his own, and, of course, the self-accusation, the faint heart, the frequent uncertainty and loss of time, which are the nettles and tangling vines in the way of the self-relying and self-directed; and the state of virtual hostility in which he seems to stand to society, and especially to educated society. For all this loss and scorn, what offset? He is to find consolation in exercising the highest functions of human nature. He is one, who raises himself from private considerations, and breathes and lives on public and illustrious thoughts. He is the world's eye. He is the world's heart. He is to resist the vulgar prosperity that retrogrades ever to barbarism, by preserving and communicating heroic sentiments, noble biographies, melodious verse, and the conclusions of history. Whatsoever oracles the human heart, in all emergencies, in all solemn hours, has uttered as its commentary on the world of actions, — these he shall receive and impart. And whatsoever new verdict Reason from her inviolable seat pronounces on the passing men and events of to-day, — this he shall hear and promulgate.

These being his functions, it becomes him to feel all confidence in himself, and to defer never to the popular cry. He and he only knows the world. The world of any moment is the merest appearance. Some great decorum, some fetish of a government, some ephemeral trade, or war, or man, is cried up by half mankind and cried down by the other half, as if all depended on this particular up or down. The odds are that the whole question is not worth the poorest thought which the scholar has lost in listening to the controversy. Let him not quit his belief that a popgun is a popgun, though the ancient and honorable of the earth affirm it to be the crack of doom. In silence, in steadiness, in severe abstraction, let him hold by himself; add observation to observation, patient of neglect, patient of reproach; and bide his own time, — happy enough, if he can satisfy himself alone, that this day he has seen something truly. Success treads on every right step. For the instinct is sure, that prompts him to tell his brother what he thinks. He then learns, that in going down into the secrets of his own mind, he has descended into the secrets of all minds. He learns that he who has mastered any law in his private thoughts, is master to that extent of all men whose language he speaks, and of all into whose language his own can be translated. The poet, in utter solitude remembering his spontaneous thoughts and recording them, is found to have recorded that, which men in crowded cities find true for them also. The orator distrusts at first the fitness of his frank confessions, — his want of knowledge of the persons he addresses, — until he finds that he is the complement of his hearers; — that they drink his words because he fulfils for them their own nature; the deeper he dives into his privatest, secretest presentiment, to his wonder he finds, this is the most acceptable, most public, and universally true. The people delight in it; the better part of every man feels, This is my music; this is myself.

In self-trust, all the virtues are comprehended. Free should the scholar be, — free and brave. Free even to the definition of freedom, "without any hindrance that does not arise out of his own constitution." Brave; for fear is a thing, which a scholar by his very function puts behind him. Fear always springs from ignorance. It is a shame to him if his tranquillity, amid dangerous times, arise from the presumption, that, like children and women, his is a protected class; or if he seek a temporary peace by the diversion of his thoughts from politics or vexed questions, hiding his head like an ostrich in the flowering bushes, peeping into microscopes, and turning rhymes, as a boy whistles to keep his courage up. So is the danger a danger still; so is the fear worse. Manlike let him turn and face it. Let him look into its eye and search its nature, inspect its origin, — see the whelping of this lion, — which lies no great way back; he will then find in himself a perfect comprehension of its nature and extent; he will have made his hands meet on the other side, and can henceforth defy it, and pass on superior. The world is his, who can see through its pretension. What deafness, what stone-blind custom, what overgrown error you behold, is there only by sufferance, — by your sufferance. See it to be a lie, and you have already dealt it its mortal blow.

Yes, we are the cowed, — we the trustless. It is a mischievous notion that we are come late into nature; that the world was finished a long time ago. As the world was plastic and fluid in the hands of God, so it is ever to so much of his attributes as we bring to it. To ignorance and sin, it is flint. They adapt themselves to it as they may; but in proportion as a man has any thing in him divine, the firmament flows before him and takes his signet and form. Not he is great who can alter matter, but he who can alter my state of mind. They are the kings of the world who give the color of their present thought to all nature and all art, and persuade men by the cheerful serenity of their carrying the matter, that this thing which they do, is the apple which the ages have desired to pluck, now at last ripe, and inviting nations to the harvest. The great man makes the great thing. Wherever Macdonald sits, there is the head of the table. Linnaeus makes botany the most alluring of studies, and wins it from the farmer and the herb-woman; Davy, chemistry; and Cuvier, fossils. The day is always his, who works in it with serenity and great aims. The unstable estimates of men crowd to him whose mind is filled with a truth, as the heaped waves of the Atlantic follow the moon.

For this self-trust, the reason is deeper than can be fathomed, — darker than can be enlightened. I might not carry with me the feeling of my audience in stating my own belief. But I have already shown the ground of my hope, in adverting to the doctrine that man is one. I believe man has been wronged; he has wronged himself. He has almost lost the light, that can lead him back to his prerogatives. Men are become of no account. Men in history, men in the world of to-day are bugs, are spawn, and are called `the mass' and `the herd.' In a century, in a millennium, one or two men; that is to say, — one or two approximations to the right state of every man. All the rest behold in the hero or the poet their own green and crude being, — ripened; yes, and are content to be less, so that may attain to its full stature. What a testimony, — full of grandeur, full of pity, is borne to the demands of his own nature, by the poor clansman, the poor partisan, who rejoices in the glory of his chief. The poor and the low find some amends to their immense moral capacity, for their acquiescence in a political and social inferiority. They are content to be brushed like flies from the path of a great person, so that justice shall be done by him to that common nature which it is the dearest desire of all to see enlarged and glorified. They sun themselves in the great man's light, and feel it to be their own element. They cast the dignity of man from their downtrod selves upon the shoulders of a hero, and will perish to add one drop of blood to make that great heart beat, those giant sinews combat and conquer. He lives for us, and we live in him.

Men such as they are, very naturally seek money or power; and power because it is as good as money, — the "spoils," so called, "of office." And why not? for they aspire to the highest, and this, in their sleep-walking, they dream is highest. Wake them, and they shall quit the false good, and leap to the true, and leave governments to clerks and desks. This revolution is to be wrought by the gradual domestication of the idea of Culture. The main enterprise of the world for splendor, for extent, is the upbuilding of a man. Here are the materials strown along the ground. The private life of one man shall be a more illustrious monarchy, — more formidable to its enemy, more sweet and serene in its influence to its friend, than any kingdom in history. For a man, rightly viewed, comprehendeth the particular natures of all men. Each philosopher, each bard, each actor, has only done for me, as by a delegate, what one day I can do for myself. The books which once we valued more than the apple of the eye, we have quite exhausted. What is that but saying, that we have come up with the point of view which the universal mind took through the eyes of one scribe; we have been that man, and have passed on. First, one; then, another; we drain all cisterns, and, waxing greater by all these supplies, we crave a better and more abundant food. The man has never lived that can feed us ever. The human mind cannot be enshrined in a person, who shall set a barrier on any one side to this unbounded, unboundable empire. It is one central fire, which, flaming now out of the lips of Etna, lightens the capes of Sicily; and, now out of the throat of Vesuvius, illuminates the towers and vineyards of Naples. It is one light which beams out of a thousand stars. It is one soul which animates all men.

But I have dwelt perhaps tediously upon this abstraction of the Scholar. I ought not to delay longer to add what I have to say, of nearer reference to the time and to this country.

Historically, there is thought to be a difference in the ideas which predominate over successive epochs, and there are data for marking the genius of the Classic, of the Romantic, and now of the Reflective or Philosophical age. With the views I have intimated of the oneness or the identity of the mind through all individuals, I do not much dwell on these differences. In fact, I believe each individual passes through all three. The boy is a Greek; the youth, romantic; the adult, reflective. I deny not, however, that a revolution in the leading idea may be distinctly enough traced.

Our age is bewailed as the age of Introversion. Must that needs be evil? We, it seems, are critical; we are embarrassed with second thoughts; we cannot enjoy any thing for hankering to know whereof the pleasure consists; we are lined with eyes; we see with our feet; the time is infected with Hamlet's unhappiness, —

"Sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought."

Is it so bad then? Sight is the last thing to be pitied. Would we be blind? Do we fear lest we should outsee nature and God, and drink truth dry? I look upon the discontent of the literary class, as a mere announcement of the fact, that they find themselves not in the state of mind of their fathers, and regret the coming state as untried; as a boy dreads the water before he has learned that he can swim. If there is any period one would desire to be born in, — is it not the age of Revolution; when the old and the new stand side by side, and admit of being compared; when the energies of all men are searched by fear and by hope; when the historic glories of the old, can be compensated by the rich possibilities of the new era? This time, like all times, is a very good one, if we but know what to do with it.

I read with joy some of the auspicious signs of the coming days, as they glimmer already through poetry and art, through philosophy and science, through church and state.

One of these signs is the fact, that the same movement which effected the elevation of what was called the lowest class in the state, assumed in literature a very marked and as benign an aspect. Instead of the sublime and beautiful; the near, the low, the common, was explored and poetized. That, which had been negligently trodden under foot by those who were harnessing and provisioning themselves for long journeys into far countries, is suddenly found to be richer than all foreign parts. The literature of the poor, the feelings of the child, the philosophy of the street, the meaning of household life, are the topics of the time. It is a great stride. It is a sign, — is it not? of new vigor, when the extremities are made active, when currents of warm life run into the hands and the feet. I ask not for the great, the remote, the romantic; what is doing in Italy or Arabia; what is Greek art, or Provencal minstrelsy; I embrace the common, I explore and sit at the feet of the familiar, the low. Give me insight into to-day, and you may have the antique and future worlds. What would we really know the meaning of? The meal in the firkin; the milk in the pan; the ballad in the street; the news of the boat; the glance of the eye; the form and the gait of the body; — show me the ultimate reason of these matters; show me the sublime presence of the highest spiritual cause lurking, as always it does lurk, in these suburbs and extremities of nature; let me see every trifle bristling with the polarity that ranges it instantly on an eternal law; and the shop, the plough, and the leger, referred to the like cause by which light undulates and poets sing; — and the world lies no longer a dull miscellany and lumber-room, but has form and order; there is no trifle; there is no puzzle; but one design unites and animates the farthest pinnacle and the lowest trench.

This idea has inspired the genius of Goldsmith, Burns, Cowper, and, in a newer time, of Goethe, Wordsworth, and Carlyle. This idea they have differently followed and with various success. In contrast with their writing, the style of Pope, of Johnson, of Gibbon, looks cold and pedantic. This writing is blood-warm. Man is surprised to find that things near are not less beautiful and wondrous than things remote. The near explains the far. The drop is a small ocean. A man is related to all nature. This perception of the worth of the vulgar is fruitful in discoveries. Goethe, in this very thing the most modern of the moderns, has shown us, as none ever did, the genius of the ancients.

There is one man of genius, who has done much for this philosophy of life, whose literary value has never yet been rightly estimated; — I mean Emanuel Swedenborg. The most imaginative of men, yet writing with the precision of a mathematician, he endeavored to engraft a purely philosophical Ethics on the popular Christianity of his time. Such an attempt, of course, must have difficulty, which no genius could surmount. But he saw and showed the connection between nature and the affections of the soul. He pierced the emblematic or spiritual character of the visible, audible, tangible world. Especially did his shade-loving muse hover over and interpret the lower parts of nature; he showed the mysterious bond that allies moral evil to the foul material forms, and has given in epical parables a theory of isanity, of beasts, of unclean and fearful things.

Another sign of our times, also marked by an analogous political movement, is, the new importance given to the single person. Every thing that tends to insulate the individual, — to surround him with barriers of natural respect, so that each man shall feel the world is his, and man shall treat with man as a sovereign state with a sovereign state; — tends to true union as well as greatness. "I learned," said the melancholy Pestalozzi, "that no man in God's wide earth is either willing or able to help any other man." Help must come from the bosom alone. The scholar is that man who must take up into himself all the ability of the time, all the contributions of the past, all the hopes of the future. He must be an university of knowledges. If there be one lesson more than another, which should pierce his ear, it is, The world is nothing, the man is all; in yourself is the law of all nature, and you know not yet how a globule of sap ascends; in yourself slumbers the whole of Reason; it is for you to know all, it is for you to dare all. Mr. President and Gentlemen, this confidence in the unsearched might of man belongs, by all motives, by all prophecy, by all preparation, to the American Scholar. We have listened too long to the courtly muses of Europe. The spirit of the American freeman is already suspected to be timid, imitative, tame. Public and private avarice make the air we breathe thick and fat. The scholar is decent, indolent, complaisant. See already the tragic consequence. The mind of this country, taught to aim at low objects, eats upon itself. There is no work for any but the decorous and the complaisant. Young men of the fairest promise, who begin life upon our shores, inflated by the mountain winds, shined upon by all the stars of God, find the earth below not in unison with these, — but are hindered from action by the disgust which the principles on which business is managed inspire, and turn drudges, or die of disgust, — some of them suicides. What is the remedy? They did not yet see, and thousands of young men as hopeful now crowding to the barriers for the career, do not yet see, that, if the single man plant himself indomitably on his instincts, and there abide, the huge world will come round to him. Patience, — patience; — with the shades of all the good and great for company; and for solace, the perspective of your own infinite life; and for work, the study and the communication of principles, the making those instincts prevalent, the conversion of the world. Is it not the chief disgrace in the world, not to be an unit; — not to be reckoned one character; — not to yield that peculiar fruit which each man was created to bear, but to be reckoned in the gross, in the hundred, or the thousand, of the party, the section, to which we belong; and our opinion predicted geographically, as the north, or the south? Not so, brothers and friends, — please God, ours shall not be so. We will walk on our own feet; we will work with our own hands; we will speak our own minds. The study of letters shall be no longer a name for pity, for doubt, and for sensual indulgence. The dread of man and the love of man shall be a wall of defence and a wreath of joy around all. A nation of men will for the first time exist, because each believes himself inspired by the Divine Soul which also inspires all men.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Cathedral and the Bazaar: Excerpts

Book Link: http://www.redhat.com/support/wpapers/community/cathedral/

1. Every good work of software starts by scratching a developer's personal itch.

2. Good programmers know what to write. Great ones know what to rewrite (and reuse).

3. "Plan to throw one away; you will, anyhow." (Fred Brooks, "The Mythical Man-Month", Chapter 11)
Or, to put it another way, you often don't really understand the problem until after the first time you implement a solution. The second time, maybe you know enough to do it right. So if you want to get it right, be ready to start over at least once.

4. If you have the right attitude, interesting problems will find you.
But Carl Harris's attitude was even more important. He understood that

5. When you lose interest in a program, your last duty to it is to hand it off to a competent successor.

6. Treating your users as co-developers is your least-hassle route to rapid code improvement and effective debugging.
The power of this effect is easy to underestimate. In fact, pretty well all of us in the free-software world drastically underestimated how well it would scale up with number of users and against system complexity, until Linus showed us differently.

7. Release early. Release often. And listen to your customers.
Linus was keeping his hacker/users constantly stimulated and rewarded -- stimulated by the prospect of having an ego-satisfying piece of the action, rewarded by the sight of constant (even daily) improvement in their work.

8. Given a large enough beta-tester and co-developer base, almost every problem will be characterized quickly and the fix obvious to someone.
Or, less formally, "Given enough eyeballs, all bugs are shallow." I dub this: "Linus's Law".
"Debugging is parallelizable". Jeff observes that although debugging requires debuggers to communicate with some coordinating developer, it doesn't require significant coordination between debuggers. Thus it doesn't fall prey to the same quadratic complexity and management costs that make adding developers problematic.

In practice, the theoretical loss of efficiency due to duplication of work by debuggers almost never seems to be an issue in the Linux world. One effect of a "release early and often policy" is to minimize such duplication by propagating fed-back fixes quickly.

9. Smart data structures and dumb code works a lot better than the other way around.
Fred Brooks, Chapter 11 again: "Show me your [code] and conceal your [data structures], and I shall continue to be mystified. Show me your [data structures], and I won't usually need your [code]; it'll be obvious."

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Four steps to open-source software development:
   1. I released early and often (almost never less often than every ten days; during periods of intense development, once a day).
   2. I grew my beta list by adding to it everyone who contacted me about fetchmail.
   3. I sent chatty announcements to the beta list whenever I released, encouraging people to participate.
   4. And I listened to my beta testers, polling them about design decisions and stroking them whenever they sent in patches and feedback.

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10. If you treat your beta-testers as if they're your most valuable resource, they will respond by becoming your most valuable resource.

11. The next best thing to having good ideas is recognizing good ideas from your users. Sometimes the latter is better.
Interestingly enough, you will quickly find that if you are completely and self-deprecatingly truthful about how much you owe other people, the world at large will treat you like you did every bit of the invention yourself and are just being becomingly modest about your innate genius. We can all see how well this worked for Linus!

12. Often, the most striking and innovative solutions come from realizing that your concept of the problem was wrong.

13. "Perfection (in design) is achieved not when there is nothing more to add, but rather when there is nothing more to take away."
When your code is getting both better and simpler, that is when you know it's right.

14. Any tool should be useful in the expected way, but a *great* tool lends itself to uses you never expected.

15. When writing gateway software of any kind, take pains to disturb the data stream as little as possible -- and *never* throw away information unless the recipient forces you to!

16. When your language is nowhere near Turing-complete, syntactic sugar can be your friend.
Another lesson is about security by obscurity.

17. A security system is only as secure as its secret. Beware of pseudo-secrets.

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It's fairly clear that one cannot code from the ground up in bazaar style. One can test, debug and improve in bazaar style, but it would be very hard to originate a project in bazaar mode. Your nascent developer community needs to have something runnable and testable to play with.
When you start community-building, what you need to be able to present is a plausible promise. Your program doesn't have to work particularly well. It can be crude, buggy, incomplete, and poorly documented. What it must not fail to do is convince potential co-developers that it can be evolved into something really neat in the foreseeable future.

I think it is not critical that the coordinator be able to originate designs of exceptional brilliance, but it is absolutely critical that he/she be able to recognize good design ideas from others.

But the problem with being clever and original in software design is that it gets to be a habit -- you start reflexively making things cute and complicated when you should be keeping them robust and simple.

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18. To solve an interesting problem, start by finding a problem that is interesting to you.

In "The Mythical Man-Month", Fred Brooks observed that programmer time is not fungible; adding developers to a late software project makes it later. He argued that the complexity and communication costs of a project rise with the square of the number of developers, while work done only rises linearly. This claim has since become known as "Brooks's Law" and is widely regarded as a truism. But if Brooks's Law were the whole picture, Linux would be impossible.
A few years later Gerald Weinberg's classic "The Psychology Of Computer Programming" supplied what, in hindsight, we can see as a vital correction to Brooks. In his discussion of "egoless programming", Weinberg observed that in shops where developers are not territorial about their code, and encourage other people to look for bugs and potential improvements in it, improvement happens dramatically faster than elsewhere.

That is, that while coding remains an essentially solitary activity, the really great hacks come from harnessing the attention and brainpower of entire communities. The developer who uses only his or her own brain in a closed project is going to fall behind the developer who knows how to create an open, evolutionary context in which bug-spotting and improvements get done by hundreds of people.

19: Provided the development coordinator has a medium at least as good as the Internet, and knows how to lead without coercion, many heads are inevitably better than one.
I think the future of free software will increasingly belong to people who know how to play Linus's game, people who leave behind the cathedral and embrace the bazaar. This is not to say that individual vision and brilliance will no longer matter; rather, I think that the cutting edge of free software will belong to people who start from individual vision and brilliance, then amplify it through the effective construction of voluntary communities of interest.
Perhaps in the end the free-software culture will triumph not because cooperation is morally right or software "hoarding" is morally wrong (assuming you believe the latter, which neither Linus nor I do), but simply because the commercial world cannot win an evolutionary arms race with free-software communities that can put orders of magnitude more skilled time into a problem.




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prasanth prahladan
( ~jprah~ )

Friday, March 27, 2009

gender (in)equality ! .. unprovoked ramblings

The inequality of the sexes in the economic and social life of any society is something that our rationalists have tried to destroy,but to little avail.And inspite of various movements and also the education of the masses, why is it that this disease still prevails?
Well I guess,any question that affects the society or any larger social institution can be answered best with faith in time, and in the belief that social systems are systems that EMERGE from the interactions of independent agents(humans).The wider an idea is propagated and more efficiently particular actions are infused in individuals, the more effectively shall the society be trained to work in a particular manner.A framework cannot easily be imposed on the masses, you need to insinuate it the porosity of human social weave and slowly but steadily see the contamination on the macro scale.
This is the very reason that social scientists look upon the institution of the Family to be the agent of change. The elemental unit of any society is the family, for its here that individuals (adult-n-young) live in communion, sharing resources and services,taking decisions of actions in accordance with accepted codes of conduct.
Well after all that serious crap lets just get cozy with something shall we :P
See the fact that a monologue in this direction has been initiated is that I had this wonderful oppurtunity yesterday,to talk to a Professor(female), with an expertise in Ethnic Literature. Now,its a rare oppurtunity to actually be in a situation where you can question a woman who has the capacity to give insight into questions about women,girls and motherhood, not just from her own experience, but also from the commentaries on the same by noted social scientists, authors and other women colleagues. And its her wealth of experience that actually led us to discuss something that men can't just think about on their own.
Women have been a marginalised section in our society.Though constituting about 49% of our demography, its a general opinion that they do not enjoy a status equal to men in a majority of fields.If we were to classify womankind it'd be into the following forms: a diety/goddess, a bitch, and/or a witch/seductress.Glorifying the feminine form , doesn't ,generally, seem to get much room for expression, since apart from the prayer room, and the courtroom of love, its seen nowhere else. K, the bitchiness might be a remark we make off-handedly either for a man or woman, but then the fault lies in the language - coz "dog" seldom sounds as appealing as "bitch". At the pinnacle of defamation, comes the part where we call a woman - the seductress or the witch, where she plays Eve who brings about the fall of Adam.This might be the worst we could do to defame and deprive a woman of dignity and respect in society.
Now, it'd be false to presume that its only men who resort to such a disgraceful act of verbal abuse. Coz, even at home you have mothers warning their sons of girls around them.
If we saw only the surface of such a warning, it would obviously lead us to believe that women are cunning and foxy.They are not to be trusted,as they may easily mislead men, who are but burdened by innocence and naivety(lol!). However, what this Lady made me see, was something far deeper, something in our collective conscious that was the cause for such beliefs.

Every society that we know of ,from the centres of modernity to the remotest lands on earth, has developed a Patriarchal orientation with women being dependents on the men. It'd seem likely that this bias would have emerged in the early days of social evolution merely based on the fact that life depended on food, the stronger the body the greater the ability to collect more. It made sense for the woman to seek dependence on a man, to feed her and her baby.Statistics show that when theres an abundance of food, and security, mammals tend to give birth to male progeny. The female is the more resilient one and has a lesser mortality ratio than a male with the same amount of resources. And as the population of men grow, so does the urge to have one's own progeny survive and support the next generation.
Now I guess LIFE as such infuses in us the urge to Live either in our bodies, or atleast ensure that our constituents propagate into the next generation.Between men and women, the woman is always sure who the Mother of her child is. The Men never know who the father of a child is(:O). And it is for this very reason that men tend to get jealous of their women, as they are their only means to propagate their genes ahead.
And at times of pregnancy, when women are fragile and vulnerable, men tend to assert their dominance.It is this physical vulnerability that enabled men to construct patriarchal societies. Build religions that considered required women to be restricted to the indoors.Force the woman to cover herself, and keep her away from the sight of male wolves prowling the vicinity.Sex became something more sacred than ones emotions and true feelings for one. Fornication thus became a crime, as one was permitted to belong to only one under the social framework of marriage. Not that the practice is somethign that has to be disregarded, but it just made sense to let there be just one man for one woman, and once married let them not be married again.Marriage became a sacred institution between two people, who once united were incapable of independent of existence.The rules of who has to be loved, and how much were set down.
And now, at a time when its not just brawns but brains, that determines who gets the means to a livelihood, we realise that the partiarchal system isn't the ideal state for a society that respects humanity and not a Gender in particular.
In Humanistic society, the individual is revered as a marvel of evolution, a marvel of celestial creation, a marvel blessed with brains and brawns to support oneself in anyway one can contemplate, provided she respects similar rights of another human being. Though the realization has been attained ,the absence of an alternative Matriarchal system of reference, makes it more difficult to envision what it shall be like to have an Egalitarian system of existence.
What shall be the rules of conduct, what shall be the institutions and the roles of each within these institutions.This is something that we shall have to ponder upon deeply and attempt to construct, to fructify the evolutionary effort to realize an ideal human society.

Any effort to promote gender equality may be addressed by a two-pronged approach.

Approach 1: Focus on education of girls, provision of same oppurtunities(not just similar!) for growth intellectually ,and professionally.Essentially focusing on inclusion of women in all fronts that we perceive as important.

Approach 2: Identify activities and tasks that have been considered as a woman's domain of functioning, like home-making, cooking, styling, etc, and evaluate its importance in the economy. Emphasising the economic importance of tasks that have so long been looked down upon as something meek and insignificant,and identifying the value of these activities in determining our standard of living and the growth of the economy, shall indirectly be a step to emancipation of women. This may not be a direct inference, but there's no harm in believing that the praise of an action, is also praise to the doer of the action. Further,men too begin to compete with women to excel in these functions, thus creating a situation wherein not only women have to compete for thier stand in a workplace with male dominance, but also, men seek to excel in an industry where women seem to have an innate ability and thus,dominate by their skill.

What this teaches us is that, in our attempt to establish an egalitarian society we shouldn't throw the onus of effort only on the shoulders of the women.Men should have an equal stake in this effort.Women should be encouraged to educate themselves and to fight for their position amongst the males, while the men should made to realise the oppurtunities available in the tasks/functions that women have so far been focussed. This mutual competition shall foster a sense of respect.equality and dignity for each other's being and functionality.